Putting on my shoes

Only a week in to the training season for my half marathon in March, and I've come to the conclusion that the hardest part about running 5 days a week is the simple action of putting on my shoes.

The runs are not hard enough for me to stop running midway, nor is the weather too terrible to handle. No, it is first action that determines my entire day.

If I get home after the long day at work and walk past my running shoes and into the kitchen, it is a sure bet that I will make a 'snack,' pour a glass of wine, and turn on the inevitable chick-flick that I've seen a hundred times over to which now I am able to do the laundry and just listen to the movie, all the while knowing what is happening on the screen.

However, if I step into our home, walk up the stairs and come face to face with those blue and white Asics running shoes, I come face to face with the big bad monster. If for that moment, I can shut off the automated voice in my head that is listing the hundred reasons why I "deserve a day off," and I reach for my shoes...I am on my way to accomplishment.

Once on, I'm out the door and return an hour later feeling more energized and motivated to take on making dinner, finishing the laundry, cleaning up our room, and possibly cooking meals in advance for the week--well maybe not THAT motivated-- 

Nonetheless, if I can put on my shoes, I can conquer. Conquer my tiredness, my run, my long work day, and the chores I am dreading all day. So wish me luck. Come 5:00 today I will be faced with the infamous stare-down and I will have to make a decision. Walk passed, take a seat, and stare at the TV...or take on the challenge and conquer-

Finding Erica in 2009

2009 came quickly-

Between work, running, eating, and sleeping, I made no time for ERICA in 2008. Where did she go? I've decided to find her this year. After a few days of soul-searching, I've set goals and am determined to accomplish dreams that I've long forgotten-

Going public with these things may be risky, but I've learned time and time again that SAYING (typing) it, makes it real. It gives my dreams a place in this world, rather than a 'dream,' they become goals. Goals tend to inspire, while dreams tend to fade- at least in my life.

Here Goes: Finding Erica in 2009

1.) Run a marathon

2.) Compete in my first Triathlon

3.) Sing in front of a crowd

4.) Write a song on the piano

5.) Pay my tithe monthly

6.) Go on a missions trip, or be planning one

7.) Start a Blog (DONE!)

8.) Run a half marathon under 2 hours

9.) Re-do our two bathrooms

10.) Take a road trip with my husband

11.) Read the entire bible

Ha. there are more written down at home, I cannot remember them all. For now...that is plenty to overwhelm me...

So here is to finding myself again. To letting go of losing myself, and to being inspired to move ahead in life.

I'll keep you updated on the journey-